Decision!

i guess the idea of setting up Dbyu Cipta is totally a mistake cos as for now i can't tolerate with everything that happens either here or back home. I'm worried with almost everything. Try to move on with life somehow something still holding me from letting go. i guess i need to go away for a bit and come back when i'm ready cos apparently i'm nothing closer to that. with working issues and too much sign up to lots of program, (which is i know i am not capable to attend to all), then list of vacations trip that i've paid for. after all what i need is a drastic job changing. i miss my season with Jets. wish can turn back to that one. i miss Lankayan's time with familiar faces surrounds. but what is best to do? will it be easy? God! i need to decide... i pray let it be a wise one this time... too much of everything can kill as said by somebody... and i guess it's right and i will start to let go one by one *sigh*