I hate it when 'people' easily hurt me in so many ways. i'm not please with the situation that when he did that i'll end up cry and my tears run down my cheek. even for now, i'm crying in my heart but sometimes few things is not easy to spit out.
i feel confused when i, myself still need him to fill my space while he's hurting me that much. GOD!!! it's not easy at all... i wish i can have someone i can talk to and at least to connect my hurtness to a condition where i can cure myself.
Life could never been easy... not for me neither to anyone in this world and love can simply betrayed and hurt people in every details and in every breath that we take. I need someone to fix my broken wings or at least to hold my hand as i am totally lost in confusion right now.
wish all the 'best' person in my life still around and calm me down the way i want it to be. sometimes i cant bare my own feelings but i'm so lost in this battle. My heart, my mind and my soul can't go towards the same directions again and it's just like i'm having a nervous breakdown the way i have it 2 years ago. this thing really kills me inside and i don't even know where to turn to instead just to speak to myself and make notice to my own heart!
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