I Don't Give A Damn

I was questioned by someone who i've known for a long time whether I EVER CONSIDER MYSELF AS A FRIEND when i starts to argue about one situation that makes me feel so irritated and itch on my heart...

It happened as she said she wants to meet me cos there are things she wanna say... And for me it won't do any harm if i called her to ask what's wrong and what exactly she has on her mind... The only answer she can offer is that she wants me to think what would it be...

Afterall i cannot think about it, i've sent her message saying that i really cannot think what is that all about. Then after no answer has been given i've thanked her for it. Maybe she was piss, maybe she just hates me or eventually don't really care of how i feel at that very time.

FYI, I hate when people puts me on a riddle circumstances. For me if u wanna say anything, tell me at that very point DIRECTLY and please do not have any hesitation or take backs.... If u ever hesitates... PLEASE Don't say anything at all!

I remember everytime we argue on things and when i get mad or disappointed, she will say that i shouldn't be mad cos ain't i supposed to know her after all these years???

Now all i'm asking her does she ever know me at all??? That this hesitation of telling me and asking me to think about the thing that i cant think really makes me mad and feel like shit!!!

it isn't about now and before. Cos this is what i am and how do i feel all these years.

And i really thanked her for giving me an option to consider her as a friend of mine or not. And you know what???

I DON'T GIVE A DAMN!!!!