What's Wrong With This People???

Have u ever been caught in the situation when there's people around you can't make a difference in their pronunciation between D and T?

I am annoyed and so far i try to help them to do it well and they take it like i'm such a pain in the ass. I'm not happy with it of course... I'm not intended to show them that am clever or what... it's just i'm trying to help 'em out. but somehow i don't mind if they don't want to be help. i'll be happy to say it well and i don't mind if they make mistake over and over until someone make a CRUEL comment about it... LOL

xoxo

Latest Britain's Got Talent Sensation

Believe it or not.... a 12 year old can perform this like a professional dude. And... he even perform at MJ's memorial service at Staples Center

Petition for Mr. Sabli's shop

Every single day we went to the far end mini market to 'ding' for RO water and also buy some junker... and almost every moment my dearest colleague will complaint on how bad the light and hot sun strikes her eyes. Same goes to me... difference i just didn't voice it out.

After all there's a moment when steph has come out with the very 'necessary' suggestion to Mr. Sabli - the owner of SNE Mini Market. The suggestion goes as we requires Mr. Sabli to put up on a big blinds to cover his main entrance from the sun strike!

At least it'll help lots of people who suffered from the light blinds from sun strike, it's even good for all breads that he have put at the front of his door. Some more the blinds is adjustable. So it can be fold up everytime he doesn't want to use it. For me... It won't do any harm if Mr. Sabli by his generous heart to put one...

Well, since the idea has comes up i willingly try to put a petition so people can fairly vote whether we should or shouldn't put the blinds...

What do u think people???? - Please kindly vote down below... (I also provide some good pics here)

Man of the house with his 'precious' act

The view of the 'talkabouts' lot


The Person who suggest Mr. Sabli to put up the blinds.

Hard To Let Go - Dedicated to Dad, Anah, Ivan, Jack, Lee and everyone who gave me the meaning of life

After all this years, I still can feel that this life really turned lots of people down (Including me) esp. when it acquires you to lost someone important or someone you love in your life.

Hard to let go is the perfect word shall i say after losing my 'backbones' in life. I'm still grieving for their loss and missing them, wishing them to come back.

A lot of "If" i wanted in my life but i guess it's just another thing that is so unreachable.

Felt broke down and cry everytime i think about every single person that i knew that has gone. Somehow Chris always told me this is a way of life that we are facing. Grieving and crying won't do any better. I knew he's right and agreed thou some part of me denying the facts. Well, as we should tell sadness comes as a part of life.

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
yeah I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today,(backround singer)today...

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
yeah, it's a different day,
tomorrow,

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't

Give me a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,tomorrow
its a different day

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow... it may change

Sorry....

Dear friend....

I'm sorry for not attach to you
I'm sorry for not believing you nor trusting you
I'm sorry for not being there with you
thru your sad times, thru your pain and thru you lifeless journey

Forgive me for not beeing there with you when your life jouney comes to an end...

Distraction Made Disaster!!

It's been 3 days since the news cracked our nerves.... And i know exactly how distracted i am (but i just let it be).

Decided to cook in terms of trying to get something to eat. For sure still haven't lost the touch of being a good cook. Somehow disaster still happened in my kitchen...

I've made a chicken soup which i thought delicious but it's me who doesn't have the appetite to eat.. Thus, don't blame my appetite but blame me cause letting myself so distracted... Believe it or not I forgot to put onions in my soup. This kind of mistake never happen before but seems it's happening and this really makes me scared!

Finally...

The last message i received:
04/04/2009 - saying that he went abroad doing his papers... he even complaint about the call cost as he doesn't pick up my phone... really expensive RM7 per minute??? Even sms cost almost the same... Hmmm... what shall i say?

Few days later, i wondered what happened to him and tried to call him and also sms...No answer....

And Today at 18:51:44, HE FINALLY CALLED explaining whats going on and i found myself nagging to him... Somehow he said he have to go abroad again (jobs related) in few days time and in that 17 minutes conversation he PROMISED will keep in touch by every single way that has put as an option. Hmmmm.... I never ask him to promise anything but he's the one who saying so.... Wasn't my fault... isn't it????

I Go....

So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong

The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life you're my sweetest nightingale
But I can't hear it here no more
And I go
I go

Hush now, don't shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face

**To friend that i've lost along the way...

To My Friend, G....

UNTUK KESEDIHAN MU,
AKU MINTA AMPUN SELAMA USIA BUMI
UNTUK KESAKITAN MU,
AKU MINTA AMPUN SELAMA USIA SEMESTA
UNTUK PEMERGIANMU,
AKU MINTA AMPUN SELAMA USIA DUNIA

UNTUK RASA BERSALAH KU PADAMU?
SELAMA - LAMANYA...

SALAM TERAKHIR UNTUK SAHABATKU
BERSEMADILAH DENGAN AMAN
DI BAWAH REDUP POHON HIJAU MERIMBUN ITU
DI BAWAH NAUNGAN KASIH PENCIPTA
AKU DAN KAMU...

Note on A Day Before Valentine's Day (13th Feb)

Feeling special doesn't really cost that much. How people express their love is depends on how you going to accept it.

Lately i've been thinking that I don't really need expensive gifts to feel so special. Just by hearing many I Love You'S and staying by the side of my love one does really mean something and A Lot!

For sure different people has different ways but for me... in the end of the day it's all goes the same. Laugh and cry together, going thru bad and happy times with our love one is the only that we should do and get.

After spending quarter of my day watching The Curious Case of Benjamin Button, I realized that I really have to keep on writing as it is maybe the only way to remember someday....

Touched by the story, I can imagined how my life would be in 20 years from now. Try to persue the happiness but at the same time probably have to let go everything that i have....

All i can do just pray and hope that someday when the season change, when the wrinkles gets more on my face, or even when the imagination has lost in virtue perhaps when the memories starts to fade away.... we both still love each other just like the way we used before and still 'carry' the same feeling and appreciate even more....

And if one day the faith has direct us to be far from each other, all that we can do is look at the same sky so that we'll know that we still have each other's love....

Kota Kinabalu: The body of a 28-year-old tattooist was found with multiple slash wounds at a residential playground at Bundusan road, Penampang, Saturday.

A resident passing through the playground to go to work discovered the body of Lee Charles Agian from Tamparuli clad in dark jacket and blue jeans lying face up around 7.30am.
Police were alerted and the body was sent to Queen Elizabeth Hospital for post-mortem.

Lee, whose wife is eight months pregnant and has a three-year-old boy, was believed to be patronising an entertainment outlet at Beverly Hills Plaza around 2am on Friday and involved in a brawl.

It was learnt that police received a call around that time informing about a fight in the area. There were bloodstains on the third floor of the building and on the ground floor.

Penampang Police Chief, DSP Madang Usat said police have yet to establish the motive, adding investigations have been framed under Section 302 of the Penal Code. Several residents in the area hoped that those patronising entertainment outlets in the area would behave themselves.

Also present were Sabah Deputy Officer-in-charge of Crime Investigations ACP Ahmad Lotfi Khalid, State D9 Staff Officer Supt Haji Khalil, Police Forensic Unit and Penampang CID team.

**As u departed we grieved deeply and miss u even more...