Hard To Let Go - Dedicated to Dad, Anah, Ivan, Jack, Lee and everyone who gave me the meaning of life

After all this years, I still can feel that this life really turned lots of people down (Including me) esp. when it acquires you to lost someone important or someone you love in your life.

Hard to let go is the perfect word shall i say after losing my 'backbones' in life. I'm still grieving for their loss and missing them, wishing them to come back.

A lot of "If" i wanted in my life but i guess it's just another thing that is so unreachable.

Felt broke down and cry everytime i think about every single person that i knew that has gone. Somehow Chris always told me this is a way of life that we are facing. Grieving and crying won't do any better. I knew he's right and agreed thou some part of me denying the facts. Well, as we should tell sadness comes as a part of life.

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
yeah I try to believe you,
But I don't

When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today,(backround singer)today...

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
yeah, it's a different day,
tomorrow,

It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't

Give me a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...

I don't know how I'll feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow,tomorrow
its a different day

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, and I know I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, I'm not ready,
Hey yeah yeah, hey yeah yeah, maybe tomorrow

And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Yeah I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...

Tomorrow... it may change